My friday night

Well the Royals is i know it lost 5 to nothing to the STL Cardinals. A myrical might have transpired and they could have won 6-5 but i dont think so.
I am sure as you all can tell Aaron is the better writer, and i am ok with that, i never claimed to be Bill Shakespeare.

So its Friday and Megan went to work as she does and, with my inability to fall asleep i am up and here alone for the night. She often tells me "call your friends", well i am not from the town or the state i currently live in. And it just so happens the people i know even though they are cool they are felons and pot smokers, there is nothing wrong with that, its just i am not a felon and i dont drink or smoke pot. See everyone i know here i met when i was fighting (i was a amateur MMA fighter) i was actually good within a few months i was fighting for the king of the cage amateur heavy weight title. I lost the fight that would have got me there one day ill get back into it but right now i am going to school. Anyway, poor me poor me i know haha.

where was? Ok its Friday and i have nothing to do and i notice my attitude is getting real bad. And i cant think of a way to get out of this rut it keeps getting worse and worse. IF YOU KNOW ANYTHING THAT CAN HELP LET ME KNOW.

What sucks is today was a good day Megan and i looked at a place for our wedding, worked on a budget all good stuff. yet somehow i have managed to fall into this mood that makes all of that good seem like shit.

i also figured out the two phrases the "the glass is half empty) and "the glass is half full" dont apply to shit because if you drink half of whats in your glass you are taking fluids away so it makes it half empty. Now if you pour fluids into a glass and stop half way it makes the glass half full. get it

another one i have that Megan hates is " its not all rainbows and cupcakes" she thinks this is real negative so i tell her " it has to rain in order to make that rainbow and, some baker has to wake up at 4 in the morning to make those cupcakes",

I see the reel life in this world i have seen the reel life in other worlds. i have seen the good and bad in everything. All this is for another time but its only Friday i have to save more for latter.