Sunday, June 7, 2009

my thoughts

well my life is good but there are two people in this world, those who have and those who dont. i have Megan and that's all i really need, how ever it would be nice to hve some stuff to. mt example is this, on e-bay there was this beautiful 1975 bmw motorcycle it was only 1500.00. and i couldn't bid on it even if i wanted to. see the thing is no one will give me a job i collect a small amount of disability and have to go to school full time to collect my gi bill money to make ends meet.

now see the thing is i don't need this bike i want it and it is justifiable. my truck gets 10mph in the city and a bike would be way easier to pa for and afford to put gas in and get around on.
i don't want to sound like i am ungrateful, i have Megan a roof over my head and food to eat, i am in good shape so life is ok.
but heres the thing i went to war for this peace of sit country and cant get a lone for a bike because of debt i raked up when i thought i was going to be in the service my hole life. well after getting other peoples blood in my mouth and listening to them scream in pure agony i thought i would be best to get out before i pulled a Rambo.
see i also understand a lot of vets make it good for them and that's not sarcasm. but i seam to be having trouble.
unfortunately "i ant no senators son" i didn't have money for school my pops (god bless him) cant help with anything other than advice. i would not trade that for the world i love my dad i wouldn't ant other way. i am just saying every now and then i want. does that make me wrong

1 comment:

  1. Ed, I like what you have to say here. It's rather ironic that you went and fought for a country that doesn't fight for you. Sure, you're getting a monthly check, they're sending you to school. But for what? What's the endgame here?

    "i ain't no senator's son. I ain't no fortunate one." I'm finally beginning to see why the Dude liked CCR so much, and why he was pissed when they stole his cassette tapes.

    See, the way I see it. Some of us just have a hard time making ends meet. And some of us don't. The haves and the have nots.

    Sometime you eat the bear. And sometimes the bear eats you. Its poetic justice.

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